Let’s Go


14JAN08


121 hot showers left to go and counting.  Today we received the call our post had accepted us.  We do not know where the post is, only somewhere in the South Pacific.  God’s timing is perfect and he teaches much in the waiting.  Last night we had dinner with someone who knows a lot about the peace corps and gained buckets of wisdom in the short time with him.  Our respect and admiration of former PCVs grew immensely from his stories and only increased our expectations of that to come.  With the excitement comes the reality that it is happening.  There’s always the small part of you that says this is all a dream and one day I will wake up and be normal.  Thankfully that part began a slow death today.  We are not normal nor is our God.  Life’s a vapor trail burn out bright.


-matt

The Immaculate Acronym


29OCT08

Before my quiet time this morning
I stopped and prayed specifically for the spirit to use the words I was about
to read to impact my life and give me tangible tools to use in my everyday
walk.
  The passage I read was
Ezekiel 1:4-28.
  It was about vivid
and lucid visions God gave Ezekiel.
 
Maxwell broke the passage down into the components of a genuine God
given Vision:

  • Image
  • + Change
  • Future focus
  • from God
  • chosen People
    and
    Time

I try to memorize the steps
Maxwell often breaks down so one of the easier ways for me to memorize is creating
acronyms or acrostics.
  This is the
acrostic I developed from the steps.

ICFGPT = “GIFT
PC”

I was blown away when the letters
formed the very
vision I was seeking
God’s confirmation on, the Peace Corps.
 
It may seem I cherry picked the letters above to make this, but I can
attest this was totally random and sequentially followed the thought pattern
the spirit was leading me through.
 

Later that day I received a
message from the Peace Corps advising me my medical status had been cleared and
I was approaching the last steps to ‘invitation.’
 

It is times like these I realize
how important listening and slowing down is.
  Often I rush through my quiet times finding only a few
moments during them when I am totally 100% concentrated on listening to God.
  He wants to speak to me like the above
at all times but the powers and principalities invade our senses and thoughts
with distractions.
  I am thankful I
have a God who chooses to speak to those who desire him and want to listen and
gives us the choice to do so.
  God
does not hide, he is omnipresent.
 
I just need to awaken.

-matt

The Immaculate Acronym


29OCT08

Before my quiet time this morning
I stopped and prayed specifically for the spirit to use the words I was about
to read to impact my life and give me tangible tools to use in my everyday
walk.
  The passage I read was
Ezekiel 1:4-28.
  It was about vivid
and lucid visions God gave Ezekiel.
 
Maxwell broke the passage down into the components of a genuine God
given Vision:

  • Image
  • + Change
  • Future focus
  • from God
  • chosen People
    and
    Time

I try to memorize the steps
Maxwell often breaks down so one of the easier ways for me to memorize is creating
acronyms or acrostics.
  This is the
acrostic I developed from the steps.

ICFGPT = “GIFT
PC”

I was blown away when the letters
formed the very
vision I was seeking
God’s confirmation on, the Peace Corps.
 
It may seem I cherry picked the letters above to make this, but I can
attest this was totally random and sequentially followed the thought pattern
the spirit was leading me through.
 

Later that day I received a
message from the Peace Corps advising me my medical status had been cleared and
I was approaching the last steps to ‘invitation.’
 

It is times like these I realize
how important listening and slowing down is.
  Often I rush through my quiet times finding only a few
moments during them when I am totally 100% concentrated on listening to God.
  He wants to speak to me like the above
at all times but the powers and principalities invade our senses and thoughts
with distractions.
  I am thankful I
have a God who chooses to speak to those who desire him and want to listen and
gives us the choice to do so.
  God
does not hide, he is omnipresent.
 
I just need to awaken.

-matt

Hepatitis Soup


25OCT08

Hopefully the PC qualification
process is over!
  After three
HPtbAB skin/core/body ‘whatever’ tests I finally came up negative.
  I was starting to wonder if I hadn’t
been quite the prude I thought I had been in college.
  Regardless, the medical part is over, for now.  From reading the recent Fijian blogs I
am wondering if the medical staff in DC isn’t sipping too much KAVA or
‘grog’.
  They process paper work
about as fast as Obama spits out facts (D’s translation:
  very slow).  The paradox of it all is that if Obama Hussein wins he might
actually improve the Peace Corps.
 
This is the strange conundrum I live in at the moment….Struggling to find God’s will, pushed internationally but not knowing where, endless efforts
to find opportunities to compare with Peace Corps,
  frustrated with the liberal vocal chords of the socialism,
upset with the conservative capitalist messing with free markets, and all the
while complacent with my job.

It is clear we are called to GO
from this great land, but we are just not sure where.
  I just hope wherever we land we can live with love and grace
and free from judgment.
  The world
needs the freedom I have gained through the blood and wisdom of my forefathers
and I owe this to them to display it with dignity, humility, and honesty.
  I’m just not sure the representatives
prior have done the same.
  This is
my prayer. 

-matt

Student Loans


17AUG08

Today the last student loan
payment was made.
  This journey
started 32 months ago with $124,231 in debt looming over our heads.
  It is now down to $12,450 in one car payment
that thankfully is about even.
  All
other debts have been paid.
  It is
quite a peaceful feeling of weightlessness to say we no longer have debt.
  I never thought I would see it within
10 years of graduation but it is a testimony to God’s faithfulness and hard
work. During the last 32 months we have tithed and given more than any other
time in our lives and God has rewarded our commitment to him several times over
through not only financial blessings, but marital, family, health, and
relational blessings as well.
  We
are more mature in all facets of our lives and ready for the next big
adventure.
  Whatever it is,
hopefully it won’t quite put us in the hole like London did!

-matt

The Beginning Part Two


01JUN08


Entering the registration line on the first day of classes at University College London in 2003 it felt like most universities back home.  There was the typical mix of fashions, hair styles, heights, weights, and races.  However, I quickly realized I wasn’t at home anymore when I tried to order a cup of coffee.  The look was at first puzzled, then surprised, and finally amused.  I guess she couldn’t understand why this seemingly normal person sounded so funny.  When peopled learned I was from Texas, the first comment was usually, “Do you know George Bush?”, then “How many cows do you own?”, or “Is there an oil well in your back yard?”  Thankfully I had one line answers to these inquisitions, “no”, but it did stretch my concept of how something simple as everyday speech can be transformed into a portal of curiosity when the context is changed.  I admit I learned to like surprising people, but I also learned to adapt and pronounce my words more clearly and speak slowly.  I focused on patience and not reacting to the often prejudicial second glances I would received when my American façade was 100% revealed. 


Not only did I sound funny, but realizing I was now in the minority was a huge adjustment for me.  Attending a high school with 94% white students in the Bible belt didn’t give me a ton of racial and religious diversity experience.  Of the approximately 40 students in my graduate program at UCL, I was the only one from North America.  The remaining framed a mosaic patter of cultural diversity hard to find anywhere in the world: students from Turkey, China, Singapore, Poland, Dubai, Geece, and a few native Englanders.  All these people, stories, and events broadened my perspective on the rich blend of experiences and culture others have to offer.  For example, during class discussions and debates the tense relationship between the Greeks and Turks would sometimes subtly appear.  Another example was my Muslim friends struggling to make it through the late afternoon classes during the month long fast of Ramadan.  And perhaps the most memorable, the Englander’s education on the intense Rugby rivalries and how to properly sing a teams song in the pub environment (hand motions included).  


Often the question was posed, “Why did you come to England to study when you have so many great schools back home.”  I often struggled with pin pointing the exact reason, and ultimately it didn’t come down to one.  There were many each day, showing me how putting myself outside my normal physical borders manifested into infinitely expanding my own internal borders.  This experience changed me not only intellectually, but relationally, emotionally, and spiritually.  I can only imagine the opportunities for change that lie ahead in a Peace Corp adventure.


-matt

The Beginning


01JUN08


Helping others isn’t easy.  It requires sacrifice, time, energy, and commitment.  Servants often find the rush of energy when first embarking on a new adventure or opportunity, but it slowly fades as the glory and real work begin.  I have found it is at these times of exhaustion during a serving project that the real character within me is revealed.  Serving the past five years at Fellowship Church has taught me many things about people and myself.  There have been many times where walking away seemed the best route and giving up the only option.  It was through these struggles that what it meant to help others was revealed to me.  It wasn’t about me.  It was about them.  

Learning the essential selflessness required to be a committed volunteer also helped me see the adventure in volunteering opportunities.  During my graduate studies in London, England I found an inner city program for elementary aged kids called the Oxford O.K. Club.  Poor minority kids would come to this run down 75 year old gym hoping for a respite from their otherwise dark life.  Walking through the London projects on dark afternoons wasn’t one of my favorite activities.  It took a lot out of me just to get to the club each day.  It was always worth it though as I can’t even start to describe their looks of joy when someone would love them.  It was unmistakably consistent in even the most stubborn child.  Their thirst for a caring hand was immeasurable, even from an outsider white guy with a funny accent.


Peace Corps offers the ultimate opportunity to help others and experience adventure in regions of this planet that are thirsting desperately for hope and a chance.  I have been blessed beyond my wildest dreams at a young age and know now is the time to give back to others selflessly and abundantly. 

-matt

The Beginning


01JUN08


Helping others isn’t easy.  It requires sacrifice, time, energy, and commitment.  Servants often find the rush of energy when first embarking on a new adventure or opportunity, but it slowly fades as the glory and real work begin.  I have found it is at these times of exhaustion during a serving project that the real character within me is revealed.  Serving the past five years at Fellowship Church has taught me many things about people and myself.  There have been many times where walking away seemed the best route and giving up the only option.  It was through these struggles that what it meant to help others was revealed to me.  It wasn’t about me.  It was about them.  

Learning the essential selflessness required to be a committed volunteer also helped me see the adventure in volunteering opportunities.  During my graduate studies in London, England I found an inner city program for elementary aged kids called the Oxford O.K. Club.  Poor minority kids would come to this run down 75 year old gym hoping for a respite from their otherwise dark life.  Walking through the London projects on dark afternoons wasn’t one of my favorite activities.  It took a lot out of me just to get to the club each day.  It was always worth it though as I can’t even start to describe their looks of joy when someone would love them.  It was unmistakably consistent in even the most stubborn child.  Their thirst for a caring hand was immeasurable, even from an outsider white guy with a funny accent.


Peace Corps offers the ultimate opportunity to help others and experience adventure in regions of this planet that are thirsting desperately for hope and a chance.  I have been blessed beyond my wildest dreams at a young age and know now is the time to give back to others selflessly and abundantly. 

-matt